I’ve no inclination for writing a story, not today.
The day feels more like scattered feelings.
Everything is moving in the gray mist,
with hopeful shadows of green love,
escaping—
Fast as a locomotive that I want to be on,
dreaming,
going forward…
Into the moment where the world opens her arms to me,
like a mother-angel, or a lover,
covering all doubt in the glorious abundance of receiving.
Good!
I can shout aloud in that moment up to the heavens,
stay!
It will be a covenant and I shall abide by all of the rules of peaceful satisfaction.
***
For there is no place I want to be,
neither in a home, or on a mountain,
viewing a beautiful painting or emerged in a book,
at sea with blue perfection, above the sky and moon,
not in the wind or a memory…
or world
without love and you.
***
When love is no longer a promise but a given,
I can see to the end of time,
to know there is in fact none,
every beautiful glimmer of life, revolving.
Resolve it—
Even pain becomes magic you can hold onto and nurture,
or set free to give to new birth.
It is my power to sense,
and feel all of these things,
and
to stay or go…
I choose neither,
without you.
***
If there is one gift I could
implant into your heart,
it would be trust—
What I need most.
And the only way is unwavering.
***
I am free from all fear
when understood:
All I have
is love
and everything is
an empire
built
on love
–
Maria DellaPorte©
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Thank you – Led Zeppelin – “If the sun refused to shine I would still be loving you, If mountains crumble to the sea it will still be you and me.”